I could never hate someone who once made me happy. Maybe at first when I’m at my raging phase, but after that, no. Just because things are different now… It’s better off for the both of us if it’s just like this. I’m just tired and done with everything. I’m tired of going through the same damn bs over and over again. It seriously is a never ending cycle and i finally realize it’s not healthy for me. I would always tell myself… your’e someone who i can truly never live without, but at the same time you’re the main reason why i go through all this pain. What’s funny is that i let myself go through it. Every.Single.Damn.Time. aha, BUT this time, I’m gonna do what’s best for me and just move on with my life without you in it. Idk if that’s the best decision… but for now, it’s what I want.